Examination day. F4--My nightmare!

This is the second time I took F4 exam(originally paper 2.2), but after handing in the paper my feeling is even worse. I can guarrentee that I have a more conprehensive understanding of the UK law this time, so there is only one expainalation: the exam is more difficulty than before. It may partly attibute to the increase in the qunantity of exam questions, and partly attibute to the change from almost half optional to all conpulsory. But the most frustrating one should be the diviation from the major point of the questions. Although I did not enough to cover all the points of the paper, but in my opinion, I did much better than last time, and I have grasped most of the key point in the syllabus. But when it asked me to compare of the criminal law and civil law , I was at a loss. When it continues to ask for a explanation of the remoteness of damage in respective of the law of tort, the doctrine of private and the intention to create legal relationship, I totally lost faith. As in last set, I can choose to give them up. But now, I have no choice. Maybe the only choice I have now is to take it next time or not. But as to this choice, I have little freedom. If I don't take next time, then I can't take papers in professional level too. But I really don't want to have this kind of tort any more. Oh god, bless me. This is the first paper I took this time, there are still two papers to take. The next one is F9, Financial Management. This one is not the subject that I hate most, but calculation account for less than 50 percent as well. As I said, as long as I choose this road, I have to proceed. Although I didn't do that well in the exam, I am supprised that I can get up at 8:30. It's really good to get up early, my day is much longer now. I should get back into this habit, then maybe I can do much more thing and realize my dream. Ok, enough for today, I have written much enough today with more than 10 sheets of A4 paper in the exam. It's a big step compared to last time, maybe with some prictise, I can ask for another answer book too.